In Memoriam
Time passes. I know this as I see and talk about the girls growing up. Lara has just been doing her GCSE exams, Sophie is a teenager and Rebecca is about to start her extra transition days to high school. My body aches at the thought.
And yet, one person will not grow old. That person is our first born Joshua, who was still born on the 25th May 2006. Today should be his 18th birthday. A day where I should take him to the pub so he can buy me his first (legal) pint.
Instead, I'll go to a nice "old man" pub in town and buy one on his behalf and consider what could have been.